Never have I experienced such pain, such a burning fire within my body, crawling beneath my skin. My lungs are lying next to me on the table. How am I even breathing? Oh right. The tube they put in me. Why can't they just kill me already? I want to die. I can't stand this anymore. I'm sure the next thing they'll remove is my heart. How can they even do that without kiling me completely?
They don't use any sort of pain numbing medication. I wish they would use something. I can't stay awake much longer. I can't handle this.
The way they removed my arm and reattached it. I've never experiecned such pain in my entire life. Someone please, just kill me already. Any more of this and I'll
I'LL GO MAD
I can feel the blood running down my face…Read more >
It seems I could have missed some occourances while I was away. To clarify the reason as to why I was absent, I have a short explaination for you all.
I was gone to a medical conference in Britain. I absolutely loved it, and I have never felt more at home somewhere before. Really, that is all that happened.
Except, it really isn't. I never knew how painful it is to die at the hands of a monster. But it is certainly enjoyable at times.Read more >
- I only met one new person today. Well, actually met I mean. I saw a few people I had never seen before, but I actually met this boy and spoke to him. He was actually my patient for a good.. ten minutes. I took his temperature and made a fool out of myself by looking at the thermometer wrong when I was checking to see what his actual temperature was. He was a teenage boy, couldn't have been more than sixteen, and he seemed even more antisocial than I am (not that I even mean to be antisocial, I just am). He wasn't rude to me, of course, so it seems he does have at least a few manners. Although he wasn't rude, he did seem to dislike me. I really hope that isn't the case (he did seem to just be a little prickly on the outside, after all).
- Patients 9/6: 1
- Patients 9/7 - 9/9: 0
- Pateints 9/10 - 9/26: Unknown